Special posting

Current mood:

sad

Memoir of Gemma Rodriguez


A Tribute to a friend - Gemma Rodriguez



Gemma and me @ Gateway after watching HP and the Order of pheonix @ Globe Platinum courtesy of Diana (thanks Dai)
our last getaway with her...




we all met when we decided to pursue a dream, a ladder to the path we want to fulfill and a goal we want to achieve...
we cross the same roads...and we touch lives...
we share memories, wild ideas and ....

(video in this part can be seen at saptulura2dy.livejournal.com)

It all started when we are in a shaggy classroom with 2 doors (can u imagine a clasroom with 2 doors
and a veranda for smoking sessions...) damn skul!
we are discussing HARRY POTTER.. it was a fight..whether its harryxhermione and harryxginny thing..
then eveything follows became a history in the making of the so called bakeros group. We had a film
entitled a WALK OUT TO REMEMBER, ANTS IN THE PANTS and others... (sadly it wasnt released in the local market
HAHAHAHHA im kidding!)

You used to called me che2x chichi...we used to share thoughts regarding our bestfriends!
WE LOVE JULIA ROBERTS MY BESTFRINED WEDDING!!
WE LOVE KALEIDOSTAR!! (Im even excited when there was kaleidostar 2..but sadly u already leave us)
WE LOVE PRINCE OF TENNIS (BUT IN LIVE ACTION YOU LOVE THE TEZUKA KUNIMITSU played by YUU SHIROTA)
You used to give advices regarding love, life andanything under the sun...and even about christopher!!!
(whos that?!! hahaha!)

Once I knew you as a strong woman...but... You gave up...
Youre tired (you loved your mom so much you dont want to see her suffering more), youre pressured (from your family... ur stoned father.. i hope u forgive him in ur last minute here in Gaia, ur sister, a closet thief
queenie who always pissed you.. and all ur rants regarding ur family)...the people and friends that surrounds
you (cant help from comparing their status to yours) you dont want your family to suffer
and to stop their suffering... You give way...
You want life, but if you see others suffering too much because of you...(you dont like that)
you gave up...You got alot of dreams in your life... your mom wished she knew all of those things
she treated u like a baby... but why... why suddenly gave up...
even if i tried to understand the reasons... still why? why u didnt fight it...
(I had the almost same moments during the 1st half of this year
pressured, no life because i cant moved on... im stagnant.. i told God if i dont have any purpose
anymore then please get me... but in my stupid little ways and prayers from God... the faith that He wouldnt
LET ME DOWN -cause He never eversince...my dad pass away..and all the sufferings ive been through)
ur mom tried her best (unlike mine...who easily gives up) u should fight to live for the sake
of those who loved you... u even borrowed the anime naruto... and NARUTO NEVER GIVES UP!
Kenshin even said You can always die, it's living that takes real courage.

But if God takes you because youre suffering too much then its really better you are with him on his
birthday...It may hurt us all... but all the memories are alive in our hearts we will keep it.. and our souls we'll
always recognized each other, whenever we'll go...into other worlds or being reincarnated in this stinking planet...and just like
i told you - No matter where you are...Everyone is always connected" (oh please not a mobile advertisement)

We may all feel hurt, sad because you easily leave us, because you wont be able to make memories with us.. and beacause
we miss and remember your memories with us in the past... Time will heal all these things....

I will definitely miss the way u called me cheche/chichi..
I will miss the fight between you and ella..
I will miss the most frank person in the group (i only hold the second
post, sorry fans.. no body can beat her)
I will miss you conservative views and thoughts
I will miss everything of YOU!

i wanted to dedicate a song to you.. pero di pa ako makahanap ng super swak...

but one thing for sure...
We will live our life to the fullest and never give up...
we will continue to fulfill our dreams...
for you...